Dear Megan Grace,

I've been thinking a lot about you since we found out about your condition on Friday. Each day since then I have hoped and prayed for you not to be in any pain. If you are in pain please know that Mommy is so sorry and you will be healed in a few short months.

The situation is very difficult right now because our choices are very limited. We feel like God gave you to us to take care of you until it is time to give you back. The issue with this is that we are not willing to let you go early so if you are in pain then it is because we have chosen to hold on to you until God is ready for you.

As you can see, we have had to make some difficult decisions regarding your care but it is all done out of our love for you.

On a lighter note, we did take you exploring in Baltimore this past weekend. We showed you the water, took you to the aquarium, and ate some really yummy food. We are even going to take you back next month because the doctors there are so wonderful and we want them to help us take care of you.

Also, I've been reading you all of those books. We have to left to read you. One is Curious George and one is Dr. Suess. I'm really excited to read them to you and to go to the library to get more.

Thank you for the kicks last night!

Love,

Mommy, Daddy, and your big brother Tonka